i will make a cool post no matter it took

cool post or not?

these suit each other fine.

the poem is superb and i like the song i found this morning

jee and jaa

hmm... had a strage evening. went through the ep songs with the producer and we were pondering what we are going to do. we had a long talk and in the end we locked our plan. as heartbreaking as it feels to say, people should prepare not to hear a thing from the ep, that could be the case. maybe it's better if i prepare you so you don't have to prepare yourselves:

i might not be releasing an ep ever this year.

wow, feels kinda strong to say that. but yeah, we've got a great plan. if the plan works, and i fucking make it work, the whole ep would be ready in the end of april. but yeah, you may not hear it at all this year.

it's been kind of a confusing week. interesting, though. don't really know what to think of anything so yeah, i'm badly confused by life. there are choices i could make.

and i remembered a nice quote i found on tumblr someday, it goes like this: i almost hate letting people into my life 'cause they always leave. in my case i wouldn't say i hate it and i wouldn't say they always leave, i would modify it as the following: i'm afraid of letting people into my life 'cause they may leave someday.

and as i had to think about the ep tonight, it made me think of how goddamn important those five songs and the whole 1,5 year process is to me. those five songs have been on top of my priority list, on top of my life for all this time. i so wish someone wants to listen to them.

thank u for your time,
blogger,
thanks for letting me clear my mind

trip to upper finland

* singing Happy Birthday and a random choir song ex tempore to an elder lady,

such a beautiful moment

* meeting local people

* enjoying a weekend in a place new to you with awesome people

* wandering through snowy sheets to a high snowy mountain

for a campfire in sunshine, roasting marshmallows + warm juice

* sauna plus a run out to the ice to have a glance on the moon and the stars

* trip back home in the back of a van with friends

* bus trips

* sleep

* landscapes of beauty

papillon

Hey'all! Nice week again! Yesterday was pretty busy but fun! Today I'm going to the studio to work on two songs all by myself, I've been doing some vocal exercises so my voice would be in great shape for the night. I need to sing two choruses, multiple times. Unspoken & Incomplete. And hopefully some backing vocals.

Haha... unspoken & incomplete. Wonder why all my songs have such a negative yet hopeful message.  And yeah, I thought I'd write down some takes from my new lyrics. And there are not much of these, and they are just lines from somewhere. And they're not necessarily, in any way, connected with my personal life. Necessarily.

By all means 

oh cure this disease

called love

But my pleas

they fall on deaf ears

Oh love, I burn

*

I set fire to this bridge I'm crossing

The time's upon me, I'm leaving this burden behind

I know you won't let go of my heavy heart

Realize though I'd stay we'd never get this thing right

*

I cannot breathe when you're out of my reach

*

I've been stuck in the entries

*

Who in the least dares to feel?

These days you must be made of steel

'Cause in the end you'll face defeat

Reality rarely reaches dream

*

You made me feel at home in a place I did not know

Why'd you run away, oh why'd you run away

* 

This rose has no thorns, no
I'm fighting against an oath I have sworn

*

They've been offering their hearts

You've tied my hands behind my back

I need you in my arms, now

So please untie me

*

What if we were not friends

What if we were lovers instead

But there's always an end

As much as we tried to pretend

inspiring poetry!!!

If something inspires me, it is these poems.

These are so goddamn brilliant.

And I feel these. Some of them a lot but probably not quite as literally as they are.

I also feel that everything a person likes tells about the person, which I think is a fact actually.

Why have I chosen exactly these poems to introduce tells a lot of the inner me.

Oh, how deep once again.

This is quite beautiful.

There's something cool in this.

True words.

I see this as something about relationships.

This is freaking cool. Inspiring as hell.

This is one of the most me of these. Love it.

Frustration and loss neatly packaged.

This is fun. 

And I don't give up on anything though it's hard to breathe...

Amazing.

And I cannot survive

And I cannot survive 'cause you always mess up my mind

And I love no-one

And I share my heartache with no-one

This is fun, too. Quite awesome.

This is also a fun one. I like the "You can hug me. Fucking listen to me." part lol...

Makes me think of a bitter and lost person who needs comfort and love.

Check out (in Finnish)

Only You

But when I close my eyes I see you stand before me

And if you take my hand I'll leave it all behind

Because only you can set me free

nine lives

I'm so happy. Great feeling! Not a cloud on my sky.

Yesterday was awesome. And so was the day before. New people, real awesome people. Hope we bump into each other sometime in the future.

Spring is in town. Coffee made me shake and coffee made me feel nice. New Von Hertzen Brothers album is super. Love, love, love. There's nothing I could complain about, really... But the fact that all my days are full and I have no time to express myself, pour some of my soul on paper, and all my ideas just multiply and multiply inside my head...

Yeah!!!! Guys be positive, stay sharp and fill yourself with joy. Works with me.